她看上去已经死了，艾琳知道不久之后就知道了。但是，即使她知道这对她的母亲来说将是一个快乐的释放，但想到她再也不会在那里的想法令人恐惧。她如此依赖她，迫切需要她，以至于即使她知道这是自私的，她还是像以前一样祈祷母亲穿过。
(She already looked dead and Eileen knew that it couldn't be long before she went. But even though she knew it would be a happy release for her mother, the thought of her never being there ever again was terrifying. She depended on her so much, needed her so desperately that even though she knew it was selfish, she prayed her mother pulled through as she had before.)
艾琳（Eileen）面对母亲健康状况下降的痛苦现实，他认识到她的去世即将来临。她知道，对于母亲而言，死亡会带来和平，但失去她的想法是压倒性的。艾琳（Eileen）对她的母亲感到非常依赖，这使得在没有她难以忍受的情况下生活的想法。
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