她想象与一个有秘密的人生活的感觉。与其舒适的信任氛围，会出现na不安的不安全感，例如腐蚀性的外壳，吞噬了婚姻的结构。怀疑会像杂草一样蔓延，使得无法放松，破坏一切。
(she imagined what it would be like to live with somebody who had secrets. Instead of a comfortable atmosphere of trust there would be a nagging insecurity, like a corrosive crust, eating away at the fabric of the marriage. Doubts would spread like weeds, making it impossible to relax, spoiling everything.)