她看到书籍时所经历的内心类似于她在工作日结束时放在桌子上时感到的饥饿感。而且她知道自己需要这种寄生，就像她的身体需要燃料一样。
(The feeling inside that she experienced when she saw the books was akin to the hunger she felt as food was put on the table at the end of the working day. And she knew that she needed this sustenance as surely as her body needed its fuel.)