以这种方式过我的生活的回报？像海鸥这样的存在从渔船的后部捡起碎屑。每天生存。明天什么都没有，也不知道明天应该是什么。
(The reward for living my life in this manner? An existence like that of a seagull picking up scraps from the back of a fishing boat. Surviving day to day. Nothing left for tomorrow and no idea what tomorrow should be.)