当我哭泣,哭泣和哀悼时,有一些早晨。一些早晨,我很生气和痛苦。但这不会持续太久。然后我起床说:“我想活下去……”到目前为止,我已经能够做到了。我可以继续吗?我不知道。但是我敢打赌自己会的。(There are some mornings when I cry and cry and mourn for myself. Some mornings, I'm so angry and bitter. But it doesn't last too long. Then I get up and say, 'I want to live...'So far, I've been able to do it. Will I be able to continue? I don't know. But I'm betting on myself that I will.)