她认为，未公开的失败。我们所有人都随身携带的那种巨大的重量，我们一生都无法谈论他们，无法 - 不自愿地图集 - 分担负担。
(Undisclosed failings, she thought; that great weight we all carry around with us, some of us for all our lives, unable to speak about them, unable -- involuntary Atlases all -- to share the burden.)