I don't understand my feelings. I really don't. I don't understand how I could hate you so much after so much time. How, no matter how much I'd like to not hate you, I hate you even more. It grows.
In the excerpt from Sam Shepard's "Fool for Love," the narrator expresses deep confusion about their emotions, particularly the intense hatred they feel toward someone significant in their life. This conflicting sentiment is difficult for them to comprehend, especially since it seems to intensify over time, suggesting a passionate and tumultuous relationship.
The narrator acknowledges their desire to move past the hatred but finds it increasingly challenging. This emotional struggle paints a compelling picture of complexity in human relationships, where love and hate can coexist and evolve. It reflects an internal battle that many experience when dealing with strong feelings and unresolved issues.
