葬礼结束后，我的生活改变了。我觉得时间好像是突然变得珍贵的，水从空地上流下来，我无法快速移动。不再在半空夜总会里播放音乐。不再在我的公寓里写歌，没有人会听到的歌曲。
(After the funeral, my life changed. I felt as if time were suddenly precious, water going down an open drain, and I could not move quickly enough. No more playing music at half-empty night clubs. No more writing songs in my apartment, songs that no one would hear.)