但是她现在有机会将事情做对，至少是为女儿做对的。她可能做错了很多事情，但是放弃孩子的决定是她一生中负责任的无私的行为。这是她做过的最好的事情。但这感觉就像是最糟糕的。
(But she had the chance now to make things right, at least for her daughter. She may have done a lot of things wrong, but the decision to give up her child would be the one responsible, unselfish act of her life. It was the best thing she'd ever done. But it felt like the worst.)