我以前从未有过这样的感觉。也许可能是沮丧,就像您得到的那样。我可以理解当您沮丧时您的痛苦如何;我一直以为您喜欢它,我认为您可以随时抢走自己,如果不是一个人,那就通过情绪风琴。但是,当您感到沮丧时,您就不在乎。冷漠,因为您失去了价值。感觉不到,因为您没有价值,都没关系。
(I never felt like that before. Maybe it could be depression, like you get. I can understand how you suffer now when you're depressed; I always thought you liked it and I thought you could have snapped yourself out any time, if not alone then by means of the mood organ. But when you get that depressed you don't care. Apathy, because you've lost a sense of worth. It doesn't matter whether you feel better because you have no worth.)