我不应该屈服，当他沿着公文包走来走去时，他再次告诉自己。强迫性恐惧症。但是他无法释放自己。他想，它在我的抓地力中。
(I should not yield to it, he told himself once again as he walked along carrying the briefcase. Compulsion-obsession-phobia. But he could not free himself. It in my grip, I in its, he thought.)