...这让我想到了我所做的一切。这让我权衡了我的生活。这让我想把事情绑起来，所以下次 - 我希望下次不会有 - 下次我遇到这样的死亡时，我可以认为：
(...it made me think of everything I had done. It made me weigh up my life. And it made me want to tie things up, so that next time - and I hope there will not be a next time - the next time I faced death like that, I could think:)