他们针对悲伤的症状 - 窒息的感觉，呼吸急促，空虚的感觉，无尽的哭泣。但是没有什么警告她，当她没有遇到这些痛苦的症状时，剩下的只是一种毫无意义的感觉。虚无的巨大灰色空间
(They were specific about symptoms of grief-the sensations of choking, shortness of breath, feelings of emptiness, endless crying. But nothing warned her that when she wasn't experiencing those symptoms of anguish, all that was left was a sense of meaninglessness. A great, vast gray space of nothingness)