实际上，我唯一能够处理这种令人毛骨悚然的情况的方法就是做出一个有意识的决定，我已经生活并完成了我计划生活的生活 - 从现在开始的一切将是一种新的生活，另一件事，另一件事，一场演出，今晚结束并明天早上开始。
(And in fact the only way I can deal with this eerie situation at all is to make a conscious decision that I have already lived and finished the life I planned to live - and everything from now on will be A New Life, a different thing, a gig that ends tonight and starts tomorrow morning.)