整个经历使我想起了我在读萨默塞特·毛姆（Somerset Maugham）时在高中时经历的“老太太”阶段……绣花毛衣，服装珠宝...我记得那时真的想年纪大了，当时我的生命已经好像已经过去了，而且我曾经是在愚蠢的事情上，因为我愚蠢地做了……
(The whole experience reminded me of my own 'old lady' phase that I went through in high school while I was reading Somerset Maugham... The embroidered sweaters, the costume jewelry... I remember genuinely WANTING to be old then, to act as if the business of my life was already all but over, and that I was preternaturally wise because of it...God, the stupid things you'll do to try and meet boys...)