但是她做到了。她死了。不再访问，没有更多的电话。甚至没有意识到这一点，我就开始漂移，好像我的根部被拉动了，好像我在河的某个侧面漂浮着。
(but then she did. she died. no more visits, no more phone calls. And without even realizing it, I began to drift, as if my roots had been pulled, as if I were floating down some side branch of a river.)