你所描述的是每个人都会遇到的情况:魔法确实会从你身上滑过,然后消失,然后又回来,看起来像别的东西。我很遗憾地告诉你这一点,但是你的魔法生活的地方永远是一个巨大的黑暗空间,里面有你摸索的碎片。你必须学会在黑暗中嗅出它们。
(What you describe is how it happens to everyone: magic does slide through you, and disappear, and come back later looking like something else. And I'm sorry to tell you this, but where your magic lives will always be a great dark space with scraps you fumble for. You must learn to sniff them out in the dark.)