慢慢地,痛苦地,我放手了。这就像把我自己的手指从悬崖边缘撬开一样。这太痛苦了——尤其是掉落的部分,而且不确定底部是什么。但我确实知道。就是底部的东西。我已经在那里了。
(Slowly, painfully, I let go. It was like prying my own fingers off the edge of the cliff. And that hurt too-particularly the falling part, and not being sure what was at the bottom.But I did know. was what was at the bottom. I was already there.)